Listening to: Toot Toot Beep Beep (ha ha)
Feeling: bittersweet
I've been thinking of somethign for like ever. Why when just one thing goes wrong you tell people to leave u aoone. Then they might keep talking making u feel bad. And everything is goign wrong like say u jsut woke up and ur getting ready fo rschool. You can't find nay clean socks. So u have to wear dirty ones...um and then you trip and fall on ur way to the bathroom and bending your wrist back trying to get urself up. Someone asks u for somethign u give them an attitude they say gosh wuts wrong with you. You immediately say nothign because ur too pissed to talk about. They remark under their breath well obviously its something. You get mad and wanna scream. All you do islet out tears instead and they have to reply are you crying? Why do I wanna just collapse and sit there and cry sometimes when things are unmanageable.
Probably because I feel that they are uncontrollable. Does anybody else feel that way? I feel liek I'm the only one.
~Vanessa
everyone has those days lol