Omg, I hate it when Brooke's computer breaks down for no apparent reason. That is why I haven't been on for however long... Nick, Sophia, and I have gotten closer. Well, Sophia Val and I always have been, and Nick, though we've known him all our life, is finally one that we call everyday and make plans with. Sucks for him, he has now been admitted into the chaos that is my life and the lives of both Valerie and Sophia. Nick isn't alowed over my dad's house, but thank God, he's alowed over my Mom's, unlike Sophia whom can only go to my Dad's. School is unreal. It's all so hectic, so stressful. Today, in my Health, we jumped on the manicans and practiced mouth to mouth, CPR, that whole deal. It was uncomfortable being scrunched up on the floor. I'm starting to hate those dummies. I haven't been to my Dad's in practically a month. My mom wouldn't let us go because she was pissed about how everytime we go there, Dad is working and Traci has to watch us. But she isn't really watching us. Her schedule is Sleep for 24 hours, stay up for 24 hours on her laptop, Eat, and sleep some more. Oh, and make us clean her house. We like, never see Dad. I'm started to get really mad at Dad. He said to my Mom that he doesn't care about Valerie and My feelings, and even if forcing us to spend the weekend with him...well, actually with Traci, will make us hate him, well, he doesn't really care. Since I'v been spending so much more time than usual with Nick and Sophia, so many inside jokes have been made. I'm so upset. I really, REALLY, wanted to go to The Edge with Soso and Nick tonight. It's a youth group at Living Waters Christian Church/School, and it's the first meeting thingy. Nick is going, and sadly, he actually thinks he's sleeping over Sophia's. Apparently, Nick wrote a joking letter to Sophia, as a joke of course, and he wrote nasty, inside jokes and Soso's mom and Nick's mom think it's inappropriate. Nick doesn't even know he's not spending the night, unless they told him yet. Soso asked her mom what the letter said, and she said it's too disgusting. Awkward.......... Ah, I really want to go to The Edge. It used to be just because Soso would be there, but now, I want to be there for the point of youth group, which is to Worship God. I need to spend time with other Christians. School is constantly all I can think about and it is leaving me to be EXHAUSTED!!! God Bless♥ Vanessa♥