Sunday's come so quick and I have homework to do and I just don't want the next four weeks to go slow!! (they will) I feel ugly everyday...I feel pale and plain...I am pale but so is my Elijah and he's still hot but the only time I feel pretty is when I get fixed up even then people say im pale....how could people be so hurtful??? Mariah seems to be acting as if I'm not her friend anymore...well that's not it...I just hate Chelsea...as simple as that and she is best friends with Chelsea...I don't care...it's just that we moved (well where we are now) and Chelsea lives down the steet! We went to see Shrek yesterday (I love the little kitten Puss...he's so cute) So did Mariah but instead of Mariah who we didn't see there Val yells out Chelsea...I look up to see Chelsea running towards us...how could Val be best friends with her?? I hope Val didn't tell her my Diary name....if she did I will be forced to put this on private which would be HORRIBLE or make a new e-mail so I can make a new name but I like my name it shows my unity between icedfire (soso) and bluefire (val)!! I can't go through with this....how can Val get her friends to have a adiary here with us....sitDiary is for us best firneds...over here...Soso and I agree that Val shouldn't do this to us...but we can't stop her....they already have there diaries made... ...ARGH! I'm bummed....I'm counting now and I haven't seen Soso for 4 weeks!!!!!!! A person should NEVER go that long without seeing htere best friend... SOPHIA!! STAY HOME SO I CAN CALL YOU BECAUSE LATELY YOU ARE NEVER HOME AND I CAN'T GO ON WITHOUT TALKING TO YOU!!!!! .:.:VaNeSsA:.:.