Heeeey. Nick and Sophia are over right now. They're in my room with Val watching some movies that we made. Whew...I'm really kinda upset right now. Nick can be really insulting and he doesn't even know it. I hate it when he jokinly calls me ugly or jokingly calls Sophia fat or something. Like sometimes it's obvious that he's joking, but just a few minutes ago we were watching a movie that Sophia and I made and he said "Why do you look so pretty there, but not in person?" And I turned at him with my mouth dropped open and he was lik laughing hysterically. Then he tried to hug me saying "I'm just kidding....hahahhaha" And I pushed him away. I've told him a million times that I don't like it when he calls me ugly. Like, I don't think I'm ugly, but I just woke up. And after I wake up, that is the most self conscious I feel through out the day, so he made me feel so hideous. So then I ignored him for a few minutes then went in the bathroom to make myself pretty. I guess it worked. I don't see how he could say that though. I don't see why any girl would appreciate a boy constantly telling her shes ugly then winning them back with their hugs and whining "Omg, I'm so sorry. I'm just kidding. Forgive me." I swear, Nick insults people so much without thinking, that that has begun his motto and he says it really fast as though he's had a lot of practice, which I think he has. I feel like crap now, but Nick doesn't usually catch on to when I'm upset unless he tries to joke with me and I ignore him. Then he'll yell at me but smiel at the same time and say "Why are you so upset?" I'm sure that if I was to say why I was upset, everyone will just be like "He was just joking. Gosh, you look fine, Vanessa." But I can't help getting my feelings hurt. Nick can help hurting them though.