i feel as though there is something i need to do. i'm not sure what, but maybe i should just ignore that impulse. i feel like everyone around me is beginning to forget how they make others feel. everyone is just talking. and it's seemed to have all gotten out of hand. part of me feels like it's my job to interject and tell others that they're saying all the wrong things. but that's not my job. i always seem to just sit in the corner and whisper my thoughts to those close enough to hear without ever getting my voice all the way out.