it's so nice to finally have someone to talk to about all this, someone who can actually help him with me. i hope nothing i said offends her. it's hard to tell her what he son doesn't like about the family and what he thinks about this and that, because i don't want her to think i'm not taking into consideration how she feels about everything. i'm so relieved that she replied though. i really hope she listens and tries. i hope he gets better. i love him. ______ secretly, i don't think we ever stopped loving each other. i don't we ever stopped being in it. i think things just got in the way for a while and once we push all those problems aside, it will be all we see once again. i hope he believes that too.