in one day, i have felt giddier and more content than ever before and at the same time i've experienced some of the most heartbreaking emotions i have ever felt. its hard to go from one person saying "you are so amazing...." to another (the one you wish you'd hear that from) implying "sad but true. i dont really need you anymore." i'd discard all the happiness that the former words could bring upon me just to put them in the mouth of the person that really really matters.