i hate how people treat each other. i hate feeling stuck between speaking my mind and accepting what i might not be able to change. sometimes i feel i can do both, but when i care about someone so much, i easily just go back and forth between trying to convince them i understand when really i want to speak my mind. i can't win. i don't care what anyone believes. i'm confused, and i don't know what to do. i don't know if bringing it up again is the right thing, but what can i say? a part of me is really shocked and confused as to why you think the way you do. you have this habit of coming off like you think one way when really you don't. and i hate feeling like i know you well enough to know what you would think and then be proven that apparently i don't.