im at one of those points where i just want to float away and be alone. just me and the stars. me and the moon dust. i just want to go sing to myself. not talk to myself, because, even when it's to myself and no one else, i still tend to say something i know i will regret. strange, but true. i cant escape myself unless i pretend for a while that im someone completely different. someone more beautiful and real than i am. someone poetic and deep and capable of things i only dream of one day doing. so i sing showtunes and the most beautiful songs i can think of. that way, everything i say is lyrical and not in my words at all. thats the best way to go. the melody will be provided by the sun, bright and right on tune. the universe itself will absorb what i sing and reflect it onto the earth. my audience.