so my streak is broken. and my week is just ruined. i wanted to bad for this to be a good week. i woke up every morning and told myself, no matter what bad happens, im going to put the most effort possible into making myself happy. no matter what. it just feels like his goal was to upset me. it's only tuesday. the second day of my "happy" week and i can't handle it. i wish i could start the week over.