today feels so long. yesterday felt long too. and it feels busy too, all of it does. shylynne is sleeping with her head pressed into the chair. it's so adorable. i feel tired and calm, and yet i feel some tension inside me. so i'm just going to take the rest of today very slow and listen to something to keep me at peace. lately i've felt so needed by everyone around me. it's difficult being there for all of these people when they need me there to listen, to cry on, or to help, but it's very much worth it in the end when they show me their appreciation. most do, and it feels good.