Listening to: Dashboard Confessional- Hands Down
Feeling: mellow
Uncle Scottie died.
On Saturday...
It's so weird. A week ago (last Thursday) he came to see us, just to say hi and it turns out two days later he died. It's so sad too.
I feel so bad for Wrendy Sue (my cousin). When she saw her dad in the casket she was crying sooooo much. Everyone was sobbing when she started yelling. She was yelling that she never wanted to leave him and I dont blame her. She never got to see him. I was lucky I even saw him. And he was my favorite uncle. He was the funniest and everyone loved his laugh. Grammie had some pretty funny stories including him.
I bet Dad's side of the family is gossiping about it. I don't want to face them, because their feeling bad for ME and not so much Wrendy Sue and Dustin and Cassie (Uncle Scottie's kids) will make me want to be sad and I can't wait until years from now when I'm able to think fondly of him and not have to cry. The funerl was yesterday, and let me tell you, it sucks to have the first person you see dead like that.....I can't explain it
I dont wanna talk about it....
-Vanessa<3
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