i feel like there's only one thing i want right now and that's him. i hope he feels the same way. i feel bad about teasing him yesterday. but it was fun, and i couldn't help but flirt. it all paid off in the end. i knew i was going to give in. i wish i just didn't have to think about anything else, do anything else, but be with him, talk to him, lay with him. yesterday, last night, it was all perfect. he's the greatest boy in the world. the end.