whenever i'm with him, i can feel his feelings. they're pretty intense. but then when we're apart, i feel like i'm the only one who still feels something. he's probably too distracted or preoccupied to sell me on how he's feeling but it just makes me feel so idiotic when i say a bunch of crazy, deep, intense things and he doesn't seem to appreciate it or mutualize. i could be all wrong. i probably read into things too much. but i just can't help it. i never put myself out there. he knows that too. he's always been the more vocal one, the one who straightforwardly says how he feels and lays it on thick. so when i do, i feel like he should really appreciate it, maybe melt a little and i shouldn't feel stupid about it because he tries to drag it out of me all the time. well, there you go. just tell me you feel the same way, please. i feel so stupid right now.