i know all i need to do is trust him. but i feel so protective, i want to know every detail. i don't know how i feel right now. i think this worrying will get me sick. i feel alone most of the time. especially having to have his problems on my shoulders. i want so badly for other people to know and help. but they would probably just make him worse. according to him, his parents are one of the reasons he messed up in the first place. i wish that he was stronger. i want him to be strong so bad. i've never been in this type of situation, where it really does come down to strength. i believe he needs to find his voice, he needs to stand his ground, he needs to believe in himself, he needs to ignore all the badgering...he gives in too easily. now he's stuck on it, it's all he wants and it's wrong. and i need help. it's not my place to talk to them, but i so wish that i could. just text or message and tell them what's going on.