So today, I woke up. I was fine at first, but then I got thinking. I really hate when this happens. I've been sad for days now, and I'm really confused. I just wish everything was out in the open, because I really am just so confused. I am wearing two pairs of socks. A fluffy pair on top. I want to do something new, like a daily hobby. Make it a secret. I'll only tell certain people :) And everyone will wonder why I'll be smiling all the time. Silly little secrets equal smiles But if everybody knows, it won't be fun anymore. Hmmm....I have some ideas, but I can't tell you... Today I cried some more. Half way through it, I thought, "Why do I do this? It gives me headaches!!!" But somehow, the headaches go away. Valerie needs a camera for photography and unfortunately I will have to lend her my precious Minolta :'[ Maybe soon, she will be able to buy her own and then I can use mine again. :] Cross my fingers