I have not been able to write since...like a loooong time.My diary, I updated it a little and it is still very bland, I took off my music and my blog thingy and I miss Sophia. I will not be able to write for a loooong time. The Lost season is over and is starting from the beginning for all the world to see. I haven't been able to record every episode but it will probably come out on DVD. The last episode wasone of the best and scariest. If you've seen u'll know why. Charlie sorta kinda died. I'll explain. He and Clair were kidnapped by some guy who wasn't on the plane and is going by the name Ethan and is really strong because he dragged both charlie and Clair off together (clair is the pregnant one) and Charlie was leaving his little cloth finger things behidn so the otehrs could find them. They were blindfolded both he and Clair. Jack and Kate found him hanging by the neck. I was crying so much. Do you know how it feels to see the love of ur life hanging by the neck? dead? Yea well it's not that much fun. They cut him down and Jack was like giving him mouth to mouth (giggle...sorry I can't help but giggle) and Kate was breaking down crying and Jack was pounding Charlie's chest. He had bruises on his face and neck. He wasn't breathig. Finally he gave up. Then when I thought it was all over he punched Charlie one more time really hard and he woke up. He didn't die. I knew he couldn't. He was one of the main characters. So anyway, last night I saw The Passion of the Christ. I have wanted to see it for so long. It is such a good movie. I love that movie. There were parts where I couldn't see somethign because the TV at my Dad's is really bright sometimes and really really dark. I have been reading a Teen Devotional Bible for a long time now. I have never skipped a devotion but I haven't been caught up on my chapter readings. I'm gonna read as much as I can today. I am on chapter 36, the last chapter on Numbers. We have had our laptops since November 30th. I know we had to wait really really long. They blocked like half the internet and I didn't want to try Diaries because I didn't want a letter sent to the administrator if it was blocked. Turns out it wasn't but I tryed to get on my diarya dn it wouldn't work. I'll try again later but everyone is really strict on these laptops and it is like 99.9% for school. Sometimes we can use them for whatever. I am gonna get a Dominic screensaver. I don't want my laptop to freeze up but I have gone so long without seeing Dominic, the computer is my only true source. I miss Sophia. I wanna have a sleep over at my house and invite Soso to stay but I am afraid my Dad will tell my I can't have her sleep over my house on my birthday!! I know surprising. Ur probably thinking "He doesn't have the right to do that...but he obviously does. He tells my aunt, Soso's mom, that it hurts his feelings when we invite our cousin and best friend, his neice, over to our house, our mother's house, for our birthday. Last year when he found out we did that he got mad/sad. Traci tryed to explain to us that we can't just do things like that without considering my dad's feelings but, sorry dad, you need to grow up. She is our best friend and I don't see why it has to be liek this. Valerie wants to get on. I cannot wait until Christmas. I want so much. You will not see me writing here for a loooooong time. Leave lots of commments. I want a new Blink 182 CD Vanessa*-[Well, I guess it all DePeNds. Undergarments!!!] Soso leave a message!