today, nothing exciting happened. i managed to get my homework done the block before each class, because i am so sly. i got home and told myself i cant fall asleep or i will regret it. i have so much homework, it's not even funny. so, yea, i fell asleep. i kept getting texts but it was all a fog. now im sitting around waiting for jake and nick to get here. i feel like when i tell people what i think is going on , they always think im exaggerating or something, but it all makes sense to me. i never ended up taking jake's advice. i had forgotten about it the next day, well not fully, just enough to not care in the way that i did the day before. and so today i have felt fine about everything but once again i think i am wrong about that. things dont seem alright, they almost seem to be getting worse, but im not very sure why. im not going to bother anyone including myself with that though. i do have other things to think about. which is fine.