we talked for hours last night. there were times when i was a hundred percent positive that he knew everything about me and i've told him everything about myself. and then last night, we talked for hours and i learned things i never knew about him and told him things he never knew about me. i even told him things that i had once said about him back when i was ignorant and confused. things i never wanted to tell him and he responded in the exact opposite way that i thought he would. he wasn't upset or hurt. he was understanding and reassuring. i love him. when i think about all of the things i've told him about me, everything that i hate about myself, everything that i'm ashamed of, and i realize that he still loves me and his idea of me hasn't changed at all, i can't help but think how amazing it is. this is exactly the way i wanted us to be.