Listening to: BLINK 182- Anthem Part 2
Feeling: discouraged
"Anthem Part 2"
Everything has fallen to pieces,
Earth is dying help me Jesus
We need guidance, we've been misled,
young and hostile, but not stupid.
Corporate leaders, politicians,
kids can't vote, adults elect them
Mobs that rule the school and workplace,
signs that caution, sixteen's unsafe.
We really need to see this through,
we never wanted to be abused
We'll never give up, it's no use,
if we're &*^%#@ up you're to blame
Let this train wreck burn more slowly,
kids are victims in this story
Drown our youth with usless warnings,
teenage rules they're &*^%#@ and boring
We really need to see this through,
we never wanted to be abused
We'll never give up, it's no use,
if we're &*^%#@ up you're to blame
Everything has fallen to pieces,
Everything has fallen to pieces,
Everything has fallen to pieces,
Everything has fallen to pieces,
Everything has fallen to ...
We really need to see this through,
we never wanted to be abused,
We'll never give up, it's no use,
if we're &*^%#@ up you're to blame!
The swears don't diminish the thought behind the matter.
I tried to get all of my entries private but the next one wouldn't change.
God, why? Why did this have to happen. My Uncle purposely came upon Sophia, Valerie, and my diaries. Read them, and now he makes me feel like I am a horrible person. I might have made most diary entries private but it is because I don't want to be belittled anymore. I feel like these people who are agreeing with my Uncle are just ripping out my heart, splitting it in two, then chucking them somewhere just so they can watch me solemnly wonder around confused searchign for the love I'm missing. They're just laughign at me, either that or giving me these disapporving looks. The worst feeling the world. If it's so wrong to read someone's diary, howcome they don't feel guilty? Because they're parents, God? God, they may be parent's whom deserve respect adn obediance, but they are still people and your children whom need to realize their sin. Their BIG BIG BIG sin that hurts more than just one person. Not only their daughter, Sophia, they've diminished my value and caused me too believe I am worthless adn just someone they can toy around with. Reading this diary can cause them to find out my secrets and I don't mean grose secrets or bad ones, I mean the normal kind like crushes thoughts memories and jokes...thigns they wouldn't understand. God, I am not PERFECT! They need to realize that and not keep bringing us down. If you let them push me to the ground soon they'll just watch me sink to hell in self-hate. This is how peopel become depressed most of the time. Parent's just don't understand adn disrespecting htem doesn't help them find answers. It just causes more doors to open and more questions to appear that also need answering. It's a vicious circle. It never ends.
God, I'm hoping with your help I can regain my hope and faith and my self-value and make it through this without giving in.
-Vanessa
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