I have no plans at all today. Valerie is going to hte movies with Sam and Kelsey. I hate Sam. He is such a jerk towards me. He walks up to me and says "You never talk." and I say "To you, besides you never talk either, and the only time you tlak to me is when you want to tell me how annoying my sister is or random lies." and then he laughes. Also, sometimes he jsut talks to me to say I'm the evil twin and I need anger management and Im boring. He is sucha liar. I never did anything that would make him say I need anger management. He just says it to get on my nerves, but then when he's around Valerie, he's all nice and says how great she is when I'm a lot like her, but he never gave me a chance. Not that I want any chance with him (yuk) I just hate it when Valerie's friends tell me what a bad person I am because I dont hang out with them, cuz I have my own friends. It surprises me how ignorant someone can be. Yesterday, Mia and I got irritated with eahcother. Everyday at lunch, when I'm finished eating, and I nibble on some cookie that she gives me, I ask, "Do you have any money left?" and she says no. Ususally I ask again by saying, "I mean do you have any money like in your pocket that you haven't spent yet?" And she just rolls her eyes. It's not that I want her to give me money, I jsut wonder if she's gonna buy ice cream or chips with any money she has left. But, she thinks I want her money so she lies to me about it. Yesterday she had a quarter though she said she had nothing and jokingly I said, "Aw, Mia. I knew you were gonna lie." And she said, "I only had a quarter left. Emily and I put our money together. 25 cents isn't money!" And I was so confused with her. Lying is a habit for her, and when I told her that shes making the lie somethign small she said I'm making it big, but thats because it is big. I dont want her to make it such a habit that she'll lie about more important things, but she doesn't see the problem with lying and then makign excuses. I think she's too independent. She's a year younger than me, but she acts like she's an adult. I think she needs to learn to accept advice from people, or at least consider it before blowing them off and making excuses. It makes me think she isn't as perfect as she claims herself to be. Well, she doesn't say, "I'm perfect." but when she gets an A+ on somethign (The S.S. Quiz that she was the only one on the team to get an A+ and the health project that she got a hundred on that she likes ot brag about) shows me that she also lets pride go to her head. It's easier for me to tell my best friends (like Val adn Sophia, Nick's a little harder cuz he's sucha fool *LoL* adn is almost never serious)what they need like give them advice. I'm not trying to show how perfect I am *yea right* because I'm learning everyday of my life. With my God's Word book, it teaches me a lesson every chapter and I try to do my best to teach those I care about these life changing events and lessons but Mia, I don't think she's as religious as me. That's why when I tell her somethign or give her advice, she just takes it as if I'm trying to brag about how perfect my life is. But for Val adn Sophia and Nick too, its easier for them to understand since we're all religious, learning lessons all the time. Mia's too stubborn to understand. Now, I feel bad, like Mia will end up reading this and be real pissed with me. She's like the only goooood friend I have at school. Everyone likes her. Sophia likes her more than Kelsey, Mom likes her, Brooke thinks she's really nice. And she is. She gave me a Valentine on Valentine's Day. I was flattered. Haha, but she's relaly secretive. I just KNOW she likes Mason. I know it. Psh... erveryone likes Mason! LoL. Mom is so annoying sometimes. She keeps asking me to ask Mia to spend the night, but I really dont want her too because her house is sooo perfect and here at my home there are dirty dishes on the counter and bathroom sink is a mess! Her Mom already knows that my Mom works a t a bar, and when she asked and I answered it was reallyl quiet afterwards. I dont think her family likes me. It was easier to have Mia sleep over at my Birthday Party because that was in a hotel. Things are so messed up between us. I feel mean saying this, but she cant be one of my ebst friends. I just realized that yesterday. Soso, Val, Nick, and I. We are related and have known eachother all our lives, and with Mia, she is theo nly one that thinks of me as a great friend, but she's not a good friend when it comes to the truth and the kind of person she really is, and it beomes obvious that we really aren't that great of friends when she wont accept constructive criticizm. I feel really stereotypical, but yea, it's the truth. Her adn Emily are the perfect best friends, cuz they are exactly alike. I don't even know why I bother to help Mia. -Vanessa