I need something to do so I can wake up...yea. I want Sophia to come on but when its vacation she sleeps till like 12 and I just woke up at like 8:30. It's 9:20 now. OOOOOOOooooooo....I just love my new diary. It's so nice... I Think I'm getting better. My throat doesn't hurt as much. I hate the medicine. It tastes...ugly...haha Hey, I'm listening to Vanilla Ice now. He's not a good rapper but I like the song. He wants to be black. I know someone who wants to be black. He was my friend last year but I hate him now. You might have seen him in a few of my other entries. Cody's his name. He used to go out with Emily and he was like obssessed with her adn I would go on and on about how good they go together and Emily just broke up with him for no reason, so then I was confused with her because she broke Cody's heart but then when I returned his Outkast CD that came back with scratches, which I don't know why it did, he blamed it on me and gave me the cold shoulder so I just ignored him and then it made me annoyed everytime he talked because he talkes Gansta' and he's so annoying. I think he will grow up selling drugs or something. I won't be surprised if he drops out. Not saying he isn't smart. He was in the advanced math class last year, but he's starting to let go and he wants to fit in with the drop outs so thats probably whats going to come down. Besides I spoke to him once last year and he doesn't believe in God. He even said he was Muslum when I asked his religion so I'd leave him alone, but he later admitted he wasn't which I proudly bragged that I knew better. Earlier this year he shaved his head and although it's a good plan for some, he just didn't look good. Yuk, everyone lied to him too, or maybe they actually liked it. I don't know. I thought it was so ugly. I'm sure he hates me too though last year at one point he was so angry at me cuz he thought I hated him and then he got so annoying because of his angry-ness that I really did hate him then he was really upset that I hated him and wanted me to be his friend again. I never really liked him that much sicne he was only around me because he was around Emily, therefore I was around Emily. I'm sure he's still "In Love" with Emily or maybe he's just pulling her strings to hear people say how sweet he is; he must like that. It doesn't matter. Emily's with Ryan. *shrugs* Just an update on my past if you haven't been reading my diary from the beginning. I'm sure there's no one who does that. My diary is so boring. -Vanessa