Okay, I haven't been on for quite a while because we moved and everything and so today we finally got cable and internet and all that jazz. My friend Vanessa put her diary URL in her info and I had to go on her diary and take my name off of her friend's list, because lately I've been getting kinda paranoid once again, cause I'm afraid people are reading my diary who shouldn't be. I've had that experience before and if people can get to Vanessa's diary then they can get to mine. I read a book, finished it today. I haven't read in such a long time. The only reason I did was because we only had like five channels on our TV at the moment and no internet....so now I have my own room. *dances* Yay! Finally! So over the weekend there was another fight with Traci and then Dad yelled at us the next day two times actually. He was saying we're selfish and stuff and telling us bad things about Mom. How dare he. I'm not as mad anymore. I just wish I said something. The only reason I talk back to Traci is 1.) I don't really like her that much and 2.) She listens (not that well) but more than Dad. If I tried to talk to my Dad about something the total opposite of what he wants for me, he'd interrupt me and say, "That's no important. What I say matters, and this is what goes..." Something like that, and he'd yell it, and something I learned is my Dad is the loudest yeller I've ever known. It's kinda threatening, so I shut up when he yells, because, when I'm older, like 18, then I'm sure I'll be braver. I haven't been reading my Bible or reading my devotions or writing to God. *shakes head in self disappointment* I always do this. I just sort of get bored then reading my Bible pops into my mind and I just think about it but I never really do it. OMG There was lightning. And more thunder. I'm scared. I'll update later. Bye God Bless Vanessa<3