Listening to: Marroon Five- Harder to Breathe
Feeling: disappointed
My audition? My audition? HA! Oh my god...shoot me now! I had it memorized, I swear I did! And then I walked in and I began and I was going fine and then...BLANK. A good long pause until I found myself again. And then I got going again. And then...BLANK. And I couldn't find myself again. I couldn't remember the next verse. And I knew it. I know I did. I never forgot it. But that time I did. I knew it was an audition and I freaked. My bottom lip got all dry and I blanked like I always do. So I had to end it. So yeah, Did I Lose surely lost. But they were nice about it at least. Said they had a pretty good idea what it was and said I did a good job and this girl in lit club with me that heard it last year said she remembered it and gave me a thumbs up like she would put a good word in for me. I'm soooo disappointed in myself. I always blow it at auditions. Always. Outside that room I can be good, I can be damned near amazing. The moment that door closes behind me and there is nothing but me and that panel of judges...forget it.
The good news for today? I survived 2 hours with McKay-Cox. o.o
Carrie
re: Ms Cox - You now have unlimited bragging rights.
-Jack B. Nimble