I'm a leader. A role model. A mentor, rule-enforcer, good cop bad cop kind of person. And in this role of many hats comes many sessions of sitting in classrooms and listening to chats. Chats on respect on diversity and acceptance. Discussions of stereotypes, making decisions, and making sense. Today I was invisible, noted by a label I couldn't see. Around the room I went to mingle, but they all turned away from me. Funny at first, I guessed the card, but slowly I realized I wasn't really playing. How many times have I felt small? Insecure while seeming proud, Lonely while looking independent, Silently begging to be brightly visible? I know when it happens, this is my way to judge character, I've realized. For those who are genuine and honest and fair will give me the time of day and won't turn their backs when I'm there. This isn't about being popular, it's about feeling human. You turn away from me, or talk to me for a better place in the lunch line, Fine-- But know that you have then exposed the make-up of your smiling mask. And if you don't give a damn how I'm feeling, just don't bother to ask. There are better people out there more deserving to be my Friend. So if you're purpose is not pure, I'd rather not pretend.