You know you've said too much when someone begins reading old entries of yours and you ask stupidly, "Who said all that?" Kris paced through some of my old entries and I couldn't believe some of the stuff I was hearing. It's so funny to look back now, knowing all the affects and reactions of all my hopes and worries back then. My whole body is achey tonight. I did nothing but sit down all day--school, rehearsal, cotillion, even when I got home at 6:30, I had to get right on the computer to work on a project due Thurs and I only stopped that about twenty minutes ago. Time flies, let me tell you. My dreams haven't let off yet. I don't remember what it was last night (tried to block it out when I woke up), but I think some serious running was involved. I wonder if dreamcatchers work. I'm serious considering it. Anyways. This is going to seem to strange to hear, but I really love having a computer in my room again. It makes writing so much more comfortable. I feel more...'in myself', if that makes sense to anyone else. I don't really know what I'm saying...I think I'm just giving my self a reason not to pull out the old math book and study for my quiz tomorrow, or gather up some softball gear to turn up at pre-season tomorrow...I wish I didn't need sleep. Then I could spen all night getting ready for tomorrow. I know I've talked about that ridiculous concept before-using today to prepare for tomorrow. The thought of it is so ludicrous it almost makes me angry. Happy thoughts... Ok, well, I guess I best be off. Sorry I didn't have anything interesting here today. I'll make it up to you. Carrie