Have you ever felt the need to do something completely outrageous? To just take a step out of bounds and do something completely objective to your character? It's a dangerous place and the temptations are everywhere, for when you lead a life all filled with 'morals' and congruent arguments, you find yourself surrounded by little boxes filled with undetermined 'no-no's. So many boxes, tied with ribbon and lace...surely the contents couldn't be that bad? If maybe you only opened one...just a small one? Oh, who are we kidding? When given the choice, the child will always unwrap the largest present. And when told no, the child will always reach for the cookie jar. So what do you to cure the need to catch a spin of fresh, wild air? How many toes can you cross over the line of boldness before bravery becomes stupidity? I've got another one of those itches that I feel so often; this is the kind that really runs my spine and settles in every place I can't reach until I change in a way--a new face, a new form, a new...something--and then the itch can finally be scratched. I'd like to say that I just need a haircut--give me layers!--but I'm thinking that may not be just it. With the swing of college and a swig of age, maybe some sampling is what I'm craving. Then again, you can't very well crave what you've never had; the motto that's kept me sober and clean all these years... So I guess tomorrow I'll make an appointment with my hairdresser. Carrie