I neglected to mention that Monday night in my astronomy lab we went and saw a short astronomy show (can't think of the name of it right now). Anyway, the professor who was giving the show was so interesting, he could have been one of Harry's teachers at Hogwarts. He had a beard and really round eyes, a big brawly man, and a funny voice that wasn't real deep, but kind of mystical sounding. His presentation was really interesting as well; told us about Orion and surrounding constellations and their names and how the myths could all be wrong, for the origins of names all conclude that Orion is actually a woman. It was sooooo fascinating, I love greek mythology. If I ever get the chance, I'd love to take a class on astrology/greek mythology. Today, on the other hand, was far less interesting and much more stressful. Wednesdays always put me in a bad mood because of CV. We just can't seem to get our act together and I always feel like I'm not getting enough experience. Then I had to calm my self down and remind my self that I'm only a freshmen and I've got plenty of time to realize what I really want to do and to get the experience I need. However, I also a brief chat with Leah about me missing classes for the play. She wasn't too happy about that. I'm meeting with her on Friday to discuss it in detail. I'm just really scared that I'm going to have to make some major changes in order to do this show. It means a lot to me and I really just want to be a crazy person and do everything at once, but with my psyc class and CV, unless I can work something out with the cast and T, I'm going to have to make a sacrifice. I feel like there's a clock on my shoulder, constantly ticking in my ear, reminding me that I have so much to do in so little time, and then also working against me so that all my energy is stuffed into narrow time slots where so much has to happen here and then the rest of the space is going to waste. Ugh...my hands hurt from typing and writing in my silly little mass comm. journal. I guess I'll shift back over to le francais... Thanks for listening to my nonsense. Carrie