This is now the third or fourth time I've begun this entry. I keep trying to lean into my old styles of metaphors and twisted language, but as always, what is forced refuses to come. So here's another plain old, black and white entry; I woke up, this was my day, here I am. Productive day, I guess. I did some homework, some studying, downloaded some more music, and most of all, began a new design for the CV website. What we have right now is really ugly--take a look: http://cronkitevillage.org/ Notice, most of the articles are by yours truly. Anyway, I drafted a new design and on the way to our fieldtrip showed it to Leah and Alex and I brainstormed and drew up more sketches for changes and further linked pages. This needs to get done soon so that we leave--when I leave--Cronkite Village, I'm leaving something behind for someone else to build on. We toured Arizona Highways today; this tour, I swear, was just for me. Arizona Highways is known for its outstanding photography, which is kind of ironic considering they have a very minimal photography staff and most of their photos are freelance and few contacts they have. Anyways, I spoke with the photography editor and he said, although they don't do internships because there's no one staff to intern with, the best way to learn how to improve photos would be to become a photographers assist. So I'm going to contact him and see where I end up. I really hate Wednesdays. I hate them because I always question my self on Wednesdays; all this talk of careers and competition...it turns me off, makes me doubt. It's not that I feel alone but, rather, I feel like there are too many people just like me out there int he world, going after the same prizes I want. I don't like competition, I never have. so that's something I'm going to have to change I guess. I just hope that in these upcoming years I fall into something that I really, truly love and will succeed in. Aaron called me up, invited me to a play at Lyceum theatre. I didn't want to turn him down again, so I said I'd go. The show was...interesting, to be kind. Very...out there. I can't even begin to tell you what it was about because, quite honestly, I have no idea. And neither did Aaron. It was very weird. Well, yay for artistic metaphors but uh, *clears throat* I'll stick to my less complex messages set forth in Thread... Carrie