I'm this close to breaking up with you, Sit. -.- I had a really fine entry written up earlier, but then Sit acted up and it didn't save. Oh well. Probobly for the best. I just want to get one messege across. Listen to this song and answer me this question: Would you ever sing those words to me? Are these just coinicidental riffs that work, or is there real meaning behind each chord? I just wanted to know. This past week has been really crazy. Ashley is in town so I've had some fun hanging out with her and her friend Christine, who is much like Nikki in her tendency to talk a lot and her love of Birts Bees. Yesterday was girls night out and we went to The Melting Pot, a really awesome fondu place. Tonight we went to Sappora, in which I know not how to explain except "Ahahaha! MMmmmmMMmm...erg-" In other news, Stalker Sam asked me to prom today. Flat out cornered me and asked me. I told him I was sort of going on some dates and didn't know where those would lead, didadadada. Tomorrow I'm going to see the school play, 12 Angry Jurors, with Ashley, Christine, Kaylee, and Zach. It should be a lot of fun. break a leg, Nik! Drum major clinics are getting more difficult. Im actually really nervous about it now. I keep thinking about a couple months ago, wondering where I would be if I had made the play. I wouldn't be on softball, wouldn't be trying out for drum major. I just hope all this sacrifice pays off. And it is sacrifice. I'm missing so much of so many things. And even with a crammed and overlapping schedule, there's still a hole in my life right now. I never expected to say it so soon, but for once in my life, I actually really want someone here, right beside, holding my hand and telling me they love me. It's a strange thing, needing someone. Bare with me, I'm new to the concept. It's late. Busy day today, busy day tomorrow, night full of dreams. Carrie