Well, it's about two minutes later but I had the need to come back. It's amazing how quickly things turn on you. I feel like I've been walking blind and someone just jabbed my eyes to make me see. And let me tell you, what I'm seeing now, hurts like a _____. Like your average teen, my life is chalk-full of issues and to back-up what Jack B. Nimble had once said in one of his entries, I'm just another girl with a dark past. But who doesn't? I really hate to start this out so...darkly, but anger and tears are more commonly the muses for every person in the world. For the longest time now I thought I had completely moved on from Him and that my family life was fine. I turn around and see it isn't so. I opened up my closet for a book and a drama series fell on my head. For a person who hates drama, I seem to find it a lot. Now I'm stuck in a white box and have to wonder what the black text means. And after today, do I have to put that stupid mask back on, or can I continue being honest with the world? Carrie