Well, this sore throat from Friday(?) is still with me. I'm officially sick, not that that really means anything. It justs sucks to be not well on a day off. *shrug*. I'll live. Stayed up way too late last night, partly because of rp, the other part due to talking to someone. It was cool though. I had a good night. Missed out on Adam again but that's ok. Next time. Umm...lets see...what else...I guess that's really it. I mean, it's early yet and the only reason why I'm writing now is because I'm bored. Nik talked to Jared yesterday and finally ended things on an official closing note. 'Bout time if you ask me. I don't like him and I think she's being stupid for clinging to him like she was, burning her arms and all that stupid shit to show how goddam depressed she was about "losing" him. All that really pissed me off. I mean, she's my friend, I don't like seeing her all wimpy and willowy for some stupid ass. But enough ranting about that. It's not my business, really. She just really ticked me off and she better be done with all that melodramatic shit now. Boys, you better redeem yourselves. Right now you're scoring pretty low on the respect chart. i was talking to *someone* last night who told me they felt very alone right now, and pretty much helpless because nothing was coming their way. Well, I know how you're feeling. I'm holding on to a double-ended sword; Peter Pan syndrom and ideals too high for the high school guy to fill. I'm screwed. -.- Carrie