Sorry I ain't wrote in a few days. It's been fucking Havoc here. Alright my little sister and her gay ass fucking little friend were havin a sleep over and I was down here in the basement on the comp. So like at 10pm I go upstairs to chill in my room and I notice that some of the knick knacks on my dresser moved so I asked Katelyn and Kelly and Katie said Kelly wanted to see my Rabbit pics, Well It pissed me off they didn't ask so like I was in my closet And I saw like 5 blue pages on the floor. I looked closer and realized it was my diary pages and my diary was wide open on the floor! I was so pissed because I have Scott's pics pasted in there and I don't like ppl snoopin in my stuff. So I put the pages back in and I found I'm missing about 30pgs worth the entries from Feb.25-May 30th Thats quite a lot. and I wrote a lot about suicide during those months because I was going thru a real hard time then. And it just pissed me off. So I went off on them and asked what the fuck they were doing in my room and of course they denied it, So i asked where the pages were and they refused to tell me. Oh then after I spent about an hour screamin, I noticed one of my coconut braclets was missin from the set,. so I pulled Katie aside and she said Kelly fed it to my guinea pig. So I asked Kelly and she's like uh no, so I screamed at her, threatened to kill her ect, And told her I wouldn't hurt her if she told me what happened to the braclet. And she said she left it in the guinea pig cage. Ok those were some huge ass beads, They could kill Kuddles because if she tries to "pass" those thru her system she's screwed. Katie, my sister is 6 and Kelly her gay ass whore friend is 8. Think they would kno better then to go thru my stuff? Like during febuary of this year. I was on the phone with my best bud Amanda talkin about Molly which is Kelly's older sister and Kelly kept coming and hidin in the basement tryin to hear what I was sayin so I screamed at her to get her fucking ass upstairs. Well I was loud enuff that my dad heard me. Next thing I kno He picks up the computer chair and throws it at me. I was fast enuff to run in the toyroom and lock the door. So he's hittin the shit out of my comp. And I'm screamin for him to stop, finally he went away and I went upstairs and yelled at him and he threatened to kill my pets, so i said fuck you and jumped the back gate and met up with my best friend. Mind you it was 30 degrees outside and I was wearin jeans and a light sweatshirt, so my friend and I ran to the local airport and hid there till like midnight when My mom finally came and got us. Time after time I get screamed at because I yell at kelly for doin shit. This is bs. I still have yet to find my diary pages. I am sooo going to slit that kid's throat and stick her head on a pole. would look awesome hehe. I need to loose like 10 lbs before I go to seattle. any suggestions? oooo and I got 2 chicks burnin cds for me. i am in heaven! lol. Anyways g2g