Allo Long time no type. A lot has went on. Like yeah i went Shoppin the day after Thanxgivin' at like 5am at walmart, I got a dvd player and got sick. but like yeah whatever done and over it. I finally got the balls to file sexual harrassment Monday. Fat boy (the ass. Principal) asked me to give an example of like what Charles and john were doin so like I told him how like John was sayin I want ya pussy and stuff. Then yesterday Melissa filed sexual harrassment against bobby and like he was so pissed off! He wouldn't talk to me or look at me today. it was kinda amusin. Serves him right though. Oh, I got my New Breed cd, if ya wonderin' it was a band from the 1960's that Timothy Schmit was in ^See photo. I had a chick burn me a copy, I offered to pay her but she did it for free. And I finally figured out how to burn cds on my burner. I burned Glad yesterday which was the name of Tim's group before it became New Breed. It's got some kick ass songs on it. And Like now I'm trying to copy and burn a bunch of songs, I got like 8tim songs, 2 randy, and 8 Bernie Leadon. Not bad eh? I'm burnin 1 cd per night, So tomorrow I'm hopin to burn Joe Walsh, Don Felder, Eagles and Misc songs, and then like Friday I want to burn Henley's songs and Saturday Frey's songs. So like before I go to Seattle I'll have a bunch of cds to listen to. Plus my 3 timothy cds are due in the mail anyday. So like yeah it should be good to go. Then Like my psychotic bitch Communications teacher is makin us do speeches on whatever we want. So of course I chose the eagles and then like as soon as I said that she said no entertainers and told me to pick another topic. I was like alright fine your rules, whatever. Well later into class I found out 2 black dudes were doin actors which pissed me off, But like I shut up. Well today i was like fuck this. I went and talked to her. I told her I was doing The eagles, and it has to be three sections so i am doin Members, The Long Run Album and their Farewell Tour PT1. And I didn't ASK her I TOLD her. She let me hehe. As if she had any choice. Then in English we HAVE to write a gay paper about What makes us happy so like I did the eagles concert. It's easy and It was recent too, so like yeah what the hell right? Well I lost 3lbs this week so far since Sunday. Not bad eh? I been practically starvin myself. Stayin under 500cals, Actually it really ain't that hard anymore. I don't eat Breakfast, I don't eat lunch and I been avoidin Dinner since things are so hectic around here. So today i ate 2 mini donuts, (90cals each) 180 there, and 2 Rice Crispie bars that were 140cals each. Overall total 460cals. Pretty good. I have 40 to spare. I haven't cut in awhile Amazingly. But I did like write this poem. I think it sucks but thats my opinion. Such an easy going child Sometimes she acts wild Pulling a stunt or two, but knowin when to stop She lives to shop But there's a side of her you don't see she keeps it hidden from you and me She really isn't who you think she is, She suffers eternally in her mind She always says it's peace she wishes to find Don't believe me eh? Check her arms and wrists and see what she has to say She'll tell you the truth about her cuts, scars, about it all She's on the edge, getting ready to fall And it's coming fast She doesn't know how much longer she can last And to think all she wants is some one who'll listen, a friend As she awaits the end Anyways I better get back to burnin' my cd. I hope to have it done by 10pm. dream on! lol. Peace N Love