Wow...i've just been up an hr.....I was sooo fucked last night Can't remember what I did.....So I checked my email and there's a msg from a dude sayin "What J's peapod" so i'm like Wtf.....I checked my yahoo archive.....I agreed to meet a 45yr old perv who is married and has kids my age. its like OMFG....He said if I didn't meet him....he'd hunt me down. That is the fucking last time I talk to older guys when I'm stoned.....so now I don't know what I'm gonna do.... Skitzy jr died.....but like my dad said we're getting a new hamster in 3wks. His friend's daughter just had 4 little babies. I have a new website......check it out some time... http://www.geocities.com/xxcuffsxnxpainxgirlyxx/Suicidaltheories.html damn can't believe what a whore I am....Gah..... I MISS NICKY!!!!! *Cries*