Gawd dammit Will this sexual harrassment ever stop? Yesterday yet again it continued. Bobby kept putting his hands all over my legs, And I wasn't quiet about it either. I made the teachers know I was uncomfortable. Finally he pissed me off as to the point that I stood up and moved desks. He left me alone. Then like 10th hr. I have Shop Class with Melissa and Bobby. And the guys have this new obsession with acting like they're spitting on people. Well Bobby musta had water in his hand and did that to Melissa and she got pissed and told Mr. Nun. Bobby got all pissed. He threw his ruler clear across the room hitting Ricky in the back, He crumpled up his house plan and put it in the garbage and was just being a total ass. he got a detention for it all and He clearly deserved it. My Anxiety or whatever you want to call it is getting worse. I dread class so much now that even at home I'm starting to get the same feelings. I hate it. I talked to Scott about it since he use to have Panic attacks, he thinks that I'm having like a cross with a panic attack and a stress seizure. I don't know but it scares me. I hate not knowing what is going on. Then like the most Scott and I talked yesterday was like 20mins. He tried so hard to make conversation but I feel like there's nothing to say. I don't know......I'm just so lost and confuse..... Life really sux......