Well today certainly has been interesting.... dis morning got into a fight with my mom. She wants me to wear shorts in FL and I refuse. I luv wearin pants....so who knows. Den like we had that funeral today. Was so sad. Jerry was like so nice to me...I'll miss him. Practically lived at his house 2days a week for 3months during the summer. It was so weird seeing him laying there in the casket he looked so peaceful... RIP Jerry....Luv and Miss ya! Then like we went to the memorial dinner....Garret looked like such a fag! lol.... Sorry Jerry couldn't resist hehe.... Tye looked so fucking Hot! I got to kiss him hehe..... Garret's gf...Dawn was like 3 sheets to the wind. They shut down the bar at 8pm so yeah they're all still across the street partying... Jerry said he wanted ppl to party at his funeral and that's what their doin... Hell at the Funeral home a bunch of the family was sitting in Tye's Pick up drinkin and listening to music.... Now thats what i call a Redneck. Tony...Her grandkids and tye are comin over tomorrow....Awesome eh? Tye is so frickin sexy...he treats me like an adult but like his daughter at the same time. He's a real sweetheart OMG like last night I had this dream That i was wearing the most beautiful White wedding dress, and Scott had on a nice Black suit and had his hair down... It was the best dream I've ever had. I'll never get married wearin a dress. No fucking way but its a nice thing to think about.... My real wedding is gonna be casual...Bellbottoms and Tye Dyed T's. Gonna be married on a white sandy texas beach...Not no church.... Ain't gonna have the wedding March...Gonna have "Love Will Keep Us Alive" playin..... 1st dance is gonna be to the Exile song "Kiss you all Over".... The cake would be tye dyed colors. It would be awesome.. It'd be a real small wedding. I kno none of my family would be there. They'd all disown me. And I sincerlly doubt I'll keep contact with anyone of my friends from skool. So yeah dunno if anyone I kno would be invited. Scott would invite a few friends...I hope...Like his brothers wuld definitly be there... So i can fuck with Brit...hehe... Eric would be another fun one to fuck with. Skitzy's brothers are so entertaining hehe.. Newyz...I'm tired....I got CCD tomorrow and I gotta finish cleanin... Peace Out!