Goddammit!!!!!!!! This whole fucking situation is fucked up.... Bob....the fuckin son of a bitch. Was messin with a chick on yahoo and her mom found out and called the cops. They been to his house and questioned his neigbors n shit. And like yeah. He's got major InCriminating Info on his work comp bout the shit we did n stuff. And then Sara told me there was a Chicago Sheriff lookin for some one today. I'm like FUCK!!!!! I thought this was over with. Goddammit. If my parents find out. they'll seriously fuckin kill me. I'll get thrown out of the house or something I'm sure. Then like I told my mom I'd pay her 5bux a month for Yahoo voicemail box.....and she wont lemme get one. Because I'm not responsible. I'm like WTF....Bitch!!!!!! Gawd....Fuckin hate parents. Onli thing keepin me stable rite now....Is Knowing I have Nick there. Don't know what I would do without him These days. He's the one thing that can brighten up my day. Plus he gives me Ideas for new stories. I'm workin on a real good one rite now. With him as the main character. My Inspiration guess you could say. he's Mah Buddy......Love him more then I do anyone. Seriously he can get me to smile on days when there is no light. Hell he is my sunshine. I love watching him on Cam. It's like wow......Some one cares.... So fucking confused rite now.........So fucking pissed at Bob......Son of a bitch.....I fuck up so easily........ RaZoR wHoRe "Here I sit and watch My world Come crumbling down"