Hiya All Happy New Year Sorry i haven't kept up with my enteries. Not much has happened. I've spent my entire school break laying around. I'll start on my homework tomorrow lol. Gives me the weekend to do it. Umm Well I guess what I want to write about is Love. I am in love! I know it sounds silly. I'm 14 I shouldn't even be thinking about setteling down or marriage. But I mean ever since I met Scott I've felt like there was something there. He never judged me when he found out I was a cutter or when he found out I had eating disorders. When I was suicidal he was there. He has saved my life so many times. I've called him suicidal and crying and he always listened to me rant and rave. We've known each other for 2yrs and it's like I know he's the one for me. I can talk to him about ANYTHING. even stuff my parents don't know, I tell him it all. It's like when I hear a song about Love Immeditly Scott jumps in my mind. When i'm sleeping I dream about him. I wish so badly I could just lay next to him, to hear his heart beat next to mine. Ya know. I am willing to move from IL to TX just so i can be with him. originally Alaska was in my plans because it's such a beautiful state with so many oppurtunities, But now I want to be with him. I am willing to make TX my new home. Gawd I miss him! I wish I could have kissed him at Midnight on New Year's. I commit myself to him forever. "I Fall like a sparrow and fly like a dove Oh what a feeling it must be love" Peace N Love AmyMarie