wow ima gonna be 16 in 10days.....time is flying I've been writing in this journal for 2yrs now off and on. hard to believe i will make it to 16. I never thought i would live a day past 15.....and here i am..... I still want to slit my wrists and die sometimes....especially lately ive been having severe crying jags. I just keep thinking about Ryan....he's all i have.... -Suicidal failure-