Gawd today has been fucked up. Alright was half dead this morning when i dragged myself up. I've fallen back into my nap taking pattern again which fucks me up. Alright like I got up, Showered, dressed and did my Trig HW while chattin wit Scott. I had a nightmare at like 3am and He sent me the sweetest email cuz like I called him frekain out. I Love dat dude to death! Alright den like CREW was gay, 2nd period were took notes, 3rd I sat in class and did nothin, 4th I just ignored everyone. This dude in my Music class was listenin to the rap station and Mr. Sox put on the Rock channel, and da dude yelled out " I don't wanna hear the Eagles" I so badly wanted to turn around and smack him and say "You dumb mother fucker! I like the Eagles!" I held back tho, and just called him a fucker and said 1. Eagles aren't on the rock station and 2. I'm a fan so shut the fuck up.....He had no more comments, 5th hr was gay, 6th was gay, 7th was gay, I gave mrs. B an attitude and she was like alright....I hate dat bitch. 8th was lunch, and 9th I was talkin to Ashley and she was gonna cry cuz like Aaron is being a dick about all this. he thinks that he can win a fight against Don and his buddies. There is no fucking way he can take them all on. And Ashley doesnt want him to get arrested cuz he won't kno when to stop and he doesn't listen either. I tried talkin to him and it was useless. Then i come home to find out dat my dad is in the hospital again and has to have surgery tomorrow.....Lovely day eh I took a nap earlier, and depression thrives in sleep so yeah i feel like slitting my wrists.... On a Happier note, Scott sent me dis email dis morning, I Luv AmyMarie, my Angel, sa much! ! ! Love ya vm's too. Ya nightmare has to do with ya dad probably. My poor Angel. The coming days and weeks and months. Hmm. Could be one of life's "curve balls". But you and I can handle anything life throws at us. Together forever and always! scott Together forver and Always! Isn't that like so sweet? Notice the word Us....dats like one! Sorry i just luv him so much. My one reason to live: So I can terrorize him in 3yrs. lol.... Anyways I gottsa finish my gay ass fucking Homework den go to bed and repeat da days over n over n over n over.... Asta