Long long time no write Ain't much going on in my life. I've been pretty much depressed lately. Suicidal thoughts again. I hate it. Like okay i've had enuff probs with sexual harrassment. So anyways there's this mexican dude in my Reading class. he's also in 3 of my other classes. but anyways we've been friends for quite sometime. So like Monday we were sittin in class, and had to be partners and he has this obsession with me being bisexual. Must be a guy thing. So anyways suddenly he just starts grabbing my chest and touching me on the thigh under the desk where the teacher's couldn't see. It pissed me off so bad. Never felt so violated in my life. I ended up coming home early from skool that day. So the next day we had to be partners again and I told him NO TOUCH! Ha 5mins into class he couldn't keep his hands off of me. I was wearin a frickin baggy ass hoodie. how the hell is that attractive!?!?! I yelled at him so many times and even told a teacher who told me to return to my seat and deal with it. Then the dude was like Oh i'm coming to your house. I'm sittin her thinking bullshit u don't have the balls. So after skool I came home and took a nap. At like 5 I hear my dad yelling for me to get up. I get up and there is He's standing over me. I'm like What The fuck is going on. he got on my comp and was lookin at porno and my entire family was downstairs. so i was like ok, as long as I stayed 3ft away from him i was fine. but my room is extremely crowded so this task was impossible. He kept tryin to touch me and I was like NO! learn what it means! So like I was doing really good, when he got off my comp I rushed and sat in my comp share cuz thats as far away from him as I could get. And he came up from behind me and starting feeling on my chest. I told him to get the hell out. My dad yelled at me for being rude and told him he was more then welcome to stay. i told my dad what happened....His reply "You Fat whore you asked for it" I am NOT fat and I am NOT a whore. It pisses me off. So far nothing more has happened. Oh and then today, Eric, the dude that was sexually harrassing me before pulled out 2 20's in History class this mornin and was like hey ask if ya can go to the bathroom, I'll ask too and ya can give me a blowjob. I was ugh how about NO! Gawd what the hell is up with guys lately. Alrighty onto a lighter subject. My hammy babies are now 26days old. And doing fine, each has their own cage. Roxy responds to her name and everything. Anhell is happy to have her cage back. But Joe, he was fine when I gave him to my sister and now suddenly he's skittish and attacks and everything. My sister and that lesbian Bitch Kelly hurt him, so now i have to retame him which is gonna be extremely hard. I hate kids Oh and like Scott and I have been having heart to heart talks lately. He was so sweet and kind when i explained to him about Hector. He calmed me down and told me all kinds of things. So as a thank you. I wrote a poem about our relationship. I swear he is my guardian angel. Anyways Here's the poem I wrote "Best Friends" week 1, Humor and games week 2 nicknames week 3 email friends almost 2yrs later it still does not end A friendship stronger then that of steel It's actually real Talking on the phone Keeping each other company when alone Sharing secrets about life's loves and regrets talking heart to heart, giving advice encouraging each other to keep up the fight being together through the ups and downs cheering each other up when one has a frown Luck? Destiny? Fate? I think the answer can wait All I know is This will forever last Because of the future and whats in the past Friends always true Remeber I Love you Not bad eh? anyways gotta go. Peace