Man i swear i dunno WTF is goin on in my mind. The More I think about this shit with Charles the more depressed I get. I mean it's like I keep thinkin maybe in Some way I am askin for this negative attention but then again how could i? I mean I wear Jeans, (Not tight) with my Route 66 boots and a baggy Sweatshirt. I don't even wear Makeup! I keep wonderin' what is it I have to change so that he will go away and leave me be. It's really just startin to bother me more. I don't deserved to be treated like some cheap whore yet I keep getting guys that ask me If I give good head or how much am I. I am NOT a HOOKER! I don't walk around in Tight T's and halter tops that say "I'm Naughty" No I wear Eagle tour T, or a Led Zepplin T or a hoodie. What the hell is so attractive about that?!? I never do my hair in a special way, I take a shower every morning and brush it and then how ever it looks it stays. I don't spend an hour curling it, Fuck no I leave it hang straight. Do I wear Lowrise jeans? No I wear regular Bellbottoms. Do I wear knee high hooker boots? No I wear like 1inch heeled route 66 boots. Do I wear a Lacey bra with matching panties? No I wear a Sports bra everyday with a pair of panties, do they match? No way. Do I wear long fake nails? No I have normal nails that I constantly mess with. Do i wear heavy Make up? No if I do wear maybe up usually its light color that can barely be seen. So tell me what is so attractive about all this? Nothing that i can see. Goddamn men gawd this is just so fucking irritating and stressful at the same time Fuck this I'm goin to bed