Well.....Life has been a bitch.....I couldn't sleep at all last night. I stayed up and listened to my S & D mix cd.....it stands for suicide and depression. I didn't sleep but went into a semi-conscious state around 7am. I kept hearing and seeing things like an acid trip. It was weird. i kept hearing scott's voice. Well liek anyways I was so depressed I didn't get out of bed till 3:30pm. I cried all night. My eyes were so puffy. Then like I sat outside with my mom and maryanne and like wilby was outside and i went to put him inside and he grabbed my sweatshirt and my arm too. and bit down as hard as he could. He got me realli good I have all kinds of deep bite marks. I lied and said he didn't bite me but it realli hurts. He bit Katie in the stomach 2wks ago. I love that dog and don't wanna get rid of him. I dunno. everything is just so confusing. My life is in a constant down spiral everything is going wrong. Scott never called nor will he ever. I'm sure he's happier and better off without me. Oh well.....That's life...I'll write more later My arm hurts so bad hard to type.....