Walls Crashing down........Waves 10ft high....Storm clouds rolling in.....Wind picking up........And a man in a dark robe standing there.....Holding his hand out waiting for me to take it.... I can faintly hear him.... "Come Child your time is here".......i think it is time......I want to go.....There's a force pulling me but there's another force pulling me back as if to say.. "Stay for awhile" I'm so confused. So lost. Oddly enough I feel as if My love for nick and my friends is pulling me away......Yet the dark forces are pulling me closer to them. Afraid, Scared, Confused, Lost. Like a rag doll being pulled both wayz........It's like a test to see what is stronger. Love or death.... Tonight I shall wrestle with my demons.... If I'm not on Tomorrow at all......Then you kno what happened... Love you Nick *Kisses* Love you Allan *Hugs* RaZoR wHoRe