Well what Can I say? Am I really depressed? I dunno. Today has been weird. I actually got some sleep this morning. Very highly unusual. But things kinda changed when I took a shower and nearly passed out. I've been dizzy most the day. Nothing really interesting happened. We had a bomb threat and they didn't even avacuate the skool. Pathetic eh? Guess they wanted all of us to die. I've barely eaten anything at all today. Go me! I'm well on my way to losing weight. I swear I need to get to 75lbs it's my LTG. Actually since I've decided to go back to Ana/Mia I'm not majorly depressed as I was before. I feel like really weird lately towards my Relationship with Scott. A few days ago I was so confused I wasn't able to tell the difference between Up and down but suddenly everything is just so clear. I feel Like I've fallen in love with him all over again. He's been so sweet to me. When we talk it's like I'm in Heaven. He truly is my Guardian Angel. I can't wait to actually meet him and spend some time together. It was funny he's like I ain't gonna jump ya bones the minute ya legal I was like DAMMIT! He heard me too! LOL..... I want him to jump my bones! If I don't jump him first! I realized Ya can't have sex with anyone. It has to be mutal. I Love him to death. I swear I will not have sex with anyone else till I meet him. I wanna see if he's worth my time....lol...He has big hands those could come in handy! I'm a horn ball.....leave me alone heh.... He keeps wanting me to rent Thirteen. He says that it reminds him of me. So I'm gonna rent that and Rules of Attraction tomorrow. Spend the night Watching Vids, Since he'll be down till Sat. night. I am soo gonna miss him! I kno he only sleeps for like 2 days but damn it seems like eternity. I dunno what else to write....I'm goin to bed...Nite!!!!