This diary site fucking sucks major cock couldn't log on for nothing yesterday.... Not much happened. Yesterday morning I planned on hittin the train tracks at 7:55 and catchin' the train. Don't kno what the hell set me off. I was just so deadset planning it from the time I got up. Train was oddly late and like.....A chick sittin at the tracks is kinda suspicous. So liek I just gave up and went to skool. Kinda glad I didn't get the train.... Wouldn't have been able to talk to Nick! Like he called me the other day. It was sooooooo good to hear his voice. I deserve a medal I can understand a drunk British dude! LOL. He's fun to talk to tho...Mah Baby Panzy Nicky -_- Yes I'm insane..... Then like yesterday in Bio there's this dude who sits in the corner of the class....I'm on the oppisote side in the corner. And kristen sits behind me.....I'm like find out his name! and She's like ugh you're nuts....But we did an activity thinger where we had to find some one who had similar interests. His fav color is Black -_- lol. I had to go over and play it off. He's cute. too young for me but like I think he's a cutter. I like to ppl watch so I notice things others probably wouldn't. Anyways Sent Sara to find out some info on him. All I know is his name is Bobby. I've been tryin to find out about Cutting clubs that i hear so much about but havent found any other SIers. Will have to look more closely later. Just sittin' listenin' to BSB....I feel a little bit better since I'm talkin to Nick. But I am soooooooo dreading the day. I passed up my chance to be in Drama yesterday. Wasn't stickin around till 5pm. Fuck that. Hey Allan sorry I missed you. That's kool ya thinkin' about joinin the Millitary.....I'll join with ya....lol.... Newyz tho.......Gonna screw around for a bit and get ready RaZoR wHoRe "Nobody hears....."