Gawd I fucking Hate my psychotic mother!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She's such a bitch! "You look like a whore with that make up" "Get a fucking Job" I can't get a job. I have tried!!!!! No one will employ a 14yr old or even a 15yr old these days. It's fuckin bullshit........Gawd I hope that bitch chokes on Jizz gah today was pretty good too......was so bored durin english kept flirtin with Antonio........I was callin him needle nuts....and like yeah...he's like touch my Dick.....u kno me....so like I did.....And he had a huge fuckin erection!!!! I'm like.....I take that back....lol.... Then in German. ashley was braggin her and aaron had sex...I'm like eh fuck you.....been quite awhile for me.....And like John who sits in front of me got in our convo.....adn i'm like how big is ur dick....and he was shocked! lol....He's like Big enuff....hehe....Sounds like Nick... Well liek not a lot goin on here.....I am so totally Marrying Nick...I reallii think we'd make a good couple....There's Chemistry....A spark....something....Cant quite explain but it'll definitly work out. Feel like am in 7th heaven every time i talk to him. Hehe been watchin him the past few days.....Sittin tryin' to figure out what color his eyes were and ya kno me....I wont ask...have to figure it out myself.......I was rite tho....they're brown... -_- I still can't believe that He's mine....That i've fallen so fast for some one and can actually see wedding bells. It's like wow.....Have never felt this way....And I want it to last.....Don't want to be back in the darkness....The Light.....the Love....is the greatest thing ever......Eagerly await the day I can spend every minute....every second with Nick.....I Love him more then anything. He's my life.....When I'm sittin in class......My mind is a million miles away just thinkin' about him....Most kick ass thing about this whole thing tho....Is he actually agrees on Marriage!!!!!!!! Most guys shy away....and shudder at the thought...Not Nick. He's right up to bat. It's love.....I'd soooooo do anything for him right now..... (Except Dance and show my ass!!!! lol sorry Nick! heh) But at this point.....He's the only person to reallii show me love since Scott....And this is Legit...Mah Sexxxxiiiii Knight in Shining Armor!!!!! Ich Liebe Dich Nick~!!!!!! Wellz.....I'm takin Nick's Advice....Fuck English Homework...I'm goin to bed......gonna bug psycho about her Visa first tho...hehe...... RaZoR wHoRe "I belong to you.....And you, you.....You belong to me too.......You make my life complete.....You make me feel so sweet...."