Allo I am so bored. I'm cleanin mah room and damn man i got one helluva mess to clean up. I pulled everythin out of my closet, and like yeah reorganizing that and then my cd rack fell over so i gotta redo that, And ooo yes I was goin thru my old notebooks and found this one entry from 7th grade. There's no date so yeah anyways here's what it says. " I swear everytime I talk to scott I fall more in love with him. He's so sweet and he even gave me his pin # which is my b-day! He leaves me little messages just to say I love you. It's amazing we met in a chatroom and are this close. He's literally my world. Without him I dunno what I would do. When my dad chased me out of the house, I called him crying and he offered to kill my dad! when my computer was down he helped me fix it. -He's almost like a big brother. He's not afraid to cry, He once called me threatening to kill himself. He gets so emotional unlike other guys . Once he called me when I was suicidal and he had a panic attack, but he wasn't afraid to comfort me. I'm not afraid to bare my heart and soul to him. I can tell him everything. He's more understanding then my own parents! I wish one day I could meet him and hang out. It would be awesome! He'd be dead by the end of the day.lol." This was written about a year ago i think. Even then I kne I was in love....lol.... Newyz I gotta finish cleaanin. Peace Out!