Gah Been up watchin Hurricane Ivan Coverage. Mobile got the fuck smacked out of them. Hope Mander is okay...... Ditched skool yesterday hehe Talked to Nick last night. And I realized Something. Like back when I was Talkin to Scott.....I alwyz was the one sayin......Hey wouldn't it be neat to go here together....or do this...Ya kno. I did all the talkin. And like now.....it's like damn. Nick spoils me! lol It's reallii like where I don't even kno how to react. He just says the sweetest things. I Admit. I've been leery since After talkin to Scott and all. But I'm lettin go of that. His Happy.....Hopefully soon to be dead ass shouldn't have any affect on my relaitonships. I Love Nick more then anythin. omg he looked so fucking hot yesterday!!!!!!! Just had to say that...lol....I love it tho when he's the first person I talk to in the morning. And the last Person I see at night. Every love song I hear reminds me of him. Ya kno? It's like when I'm in skool. usually am so bored out of my mind that I think of him and like all the stupid shit we could be doing...lol. he'd be perfect for eggin houses with.....lol....Can just picture us doin so many things....In a way.....he's like a Boyfriend/Big brother ya kno? He's one of the youngest ppl i kno.........Doesnt say much for me does it? lol. He's Mah Nicky Babi!!!!!!! Gah got those fuckin Lenny Kravitz Lyrics in my head now "I belong to you" Goddammit.....I can never win when it comes to music!!!!!